To change the world is not your mission. To change yourself is not your duty. To awaken to your true nature is your opportunity.
You are the somewhere you are trying to get to.
The nature of illusion is that, when you see through it, it disappears.
You need nothing to be happy - you need something to be sad.
Let every thought come and hug you, but you don't hug anything. Then, gradually, the noise will start to back off.
Stay faithful to your own discovery, leave the rest and life will take care of it.