You are learning too much, remembering too much, trying to hard relax a little bit, give life a chance to flow its own way, unassisted by your mind and effort. Stop directing the river's flow!
MoojiThe whole point of all these conversations is to leave your mind empty, not full. If you go away with learning, you have missed the opportunity
MoojiSatsang is the invitation to step into the fire of self-discovery. This fire will not burn you, it will burn only what you are not.
Mooji