You already are, the peace you are looking for. Be still and know that

So vast is that Being that there's enough room for every sensation to have its momentary play.

When you don't want to be interesting, you are free.

A thought may arise: 'It's okay now, but it's going to be different when I step out the door'. Already you are anticipating your downfall. Recognise these as just thoughts. You can just watch them, feel their pull yet observe them as a movement in consciousness. Stay put as formless awareness.

Face your fears and stop allowing the mind to hold you captive.

As far as the search for truth is concerned, 98% of our thinking is rubbish. The remaining 2% is garbage. Throw it all out and be empty! Truth cannot be caught by intellect alone - grace is needed.

How can you say you are peaceful if you are still identified with mind?