Forget about trying to stabilize the personal sense of Self. It is inherently unstable. See that the Self watches this.
MoojiO Lord...Let my knowing of you not just be in my mind, but fully alive inside my heart...remove ‘me’...let there be only you
MoojiSurrender is not a weakness it is strength.It takes tremendous strength to surrender life to the supreme - to the cosmic unfolding.
MoojiSometimes consciousness devises an obstacle in order to have the experience of transcending it.
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