During my grief, I realised there was nothing I could do for my mother, but I did have a child.
I never had the chance to consider what or how I wanted to be.
Even where friendship is concerned, it takes me a long time to trust people.
People around me called me an idol, so that's what I was.
Even my closest friend said I was finished, but I think I may be a little different from the others.
I enjoyed the opportunities, but there was no time to think.