I wish I could balance life as an artist and a mother, but sometimes when I am doing live concerts, I have to ask people to help me in my other role.
My popularity plunged three years ago and I didn't try to court publicity.
Simply, there are many things I would like to do.
I stopped caring what people thought.
During my grief, I realised there was nothing I could do for my mother, but I did have a child.
Now, on nights that I can't sleep, I play video games alone until the morning.