Now, on nights that I can't sleep, I play video games alone until the morning.
After I can be happy with knowing that I did what I wanted to do.
In the beginning, I didnt dance that much and stuff.
If I get to wrapped up in how I have to be, or what I have to do, things gradually get worse and worse.
I enjoyed the opportunities, but there was no time to think.
If I don't think about anything, and start with a clean slate, in terms of what I have to do, a lot of different ideas come up, and I can think about things more openly.