When I was younger, there was a huge gap between what I wanted to do and what I could do as an idol.

I never had the chance to consider what or how I wanted to be.

If I get to wrapped up in how I have to be, or what I have to do, things gradually get worse and worse.

For the most part, I don't care about what everyone else is doing, or what is popular.

I enjoyed the opportunities, but there was no time to think.

Even where friendship is concerned, it takes me a long time to trust people.

I wish I could balance life as an artist and a mother, but sometimes when I am doing live concerts, I have to ask people to help me in my other role.