When I was younger, there was a huge gap between what I wanted to do and what I could do as an idol.

I had no choice in the decision to make myself available. I was not always doing things I wanted to do.

Even where friendship is concerned, it takes me a long time to trust people.

For the most part, I don't care about what everyone else is doing, or what is popular.

Even my closest friend said I was finished, but I think I may be a little different from the others.

When I was snowed under with the work of an idol, I didnt have time to think.

Now, on nights that I can't sleep, I play video games alone until the morning.