I think afterall, a promotion video is a piece of work in it's own right.
When I was snowed under with the work of an idol, I didnt have time to think.
I stopped caring what people thought.
If I get to wrapped up in how I have to be, or what I have to do, things gradually get worse and worse.
For the most part, I don't care about what everyone else is doing, or what is popular.
I enjoyed the opportunities, but there was no time to think.