I never had the chance to consider what or how I wanted to be.

I stopped caring what people thought.

Now, on nights that I can't sleep, I play video games alone until the morning.

My popularity plunged three years ago and I didn't try to court publicity.

I wish I could balance life as an artist and a mother, but sometimes when I am doing live concerts, I have to ask people to help me in my other role.

People around me called me an idol, so that's what I was.

I never had the chance to consider what or how I wanted to be.