I never had the chance to consider what or how I wanted to be.

Even my closest friend said I was finished, but I think I may be a little different from the others.

Simply, there are many things I would like to do.

When I was younger, there was a huge gap between what I wanted to do and what I could do as an idol.

If I get to wrapped up in how I have to be, or what I have to do, things gradually get worse and worse.

People around me called me an idol, so that's what I was.

When I was snowed under with the work of an idol, I didnt have time to think.