I never had the chance to consider what or how I wanted to be.
When I was younger, there was a huge gap between what I wanted to do and what I could do as an idol.
I think afterall, a promotion video is a piece of work in it's own right.
Even where friendship is concerned, it takes me a long time to trust people.
I had no choice in the decision to make myself available. I was not always doing things I wanted to do.
I'm not completely at ease at rapping, I can't do it well yet.