I never had the chance to consider what or how I wanted to be.
Now, on nights that I can't sleep, I play video games alone until the morning.
My popularity plunged three years ago and I didn't try to court publicity.
I enjoyed the opportunities, but there was no time to think.
When I was younger, there was a huge gap between what I wanted to do and what I could do as an idol.
I stopped caring what people thought.