After I can be happy with knowing that I did what I wanted to do.
If I get to wrapped up in how I have to be, or what I have to do, things gradually get worse and worse.
Simply, there are many things I would like to do.
I never had the chance to consider what or how I wanted to be.
I guess you could say I'm cautious, or a coward.
When I was younger, there was a huge gap between what I wanted to do and what I could do as an idol.