Of course I wasn't abused. If I were; things would be so simple. I'd have a reason to for being in a shrinks office. I'd have a justification and something to work on. The world wasn't going to give me something that tidy.
That made me happy. That was my Anchor.
Yes, Doctor. I'll do what you say. I'll do what you all say.
I think you run out of 'I love yous
I just want to not be me.
That's what gets me through the day. Knowing that I could do it. That I'm strong enough to do it and I can get it done.