God's plan makes you sing about resurrection when your hanging on a cross.
To reap a perpetual harvest you need to sow a perpetual seed. I got a need for seed.
And when you can't do nothing else - pray.
There is always death at the end of your plan and life at the end of God's plan.
Gay sexuality inevitably involves brutal physical abusiveness and the unnatural imposition of alien substances into internal organs, orally and anally, that inevitably suppress the immune system and heighten susceptibility to disease.
God has more for you in your future than you could ever dream of in your present and he's already seen you in it.