It is myself I have never met whose face is pasted on the underside of my mind

Here I am and there is my body dancing on glass.

I feel like I’m eighty years old. I’m tired of life and my mind wants to die.

Of course I loved you, you saved my life. I wish you hadn’t I wish you hadn’t I wish you’d left me alone.

There's not a drug on earth can make life meaningful

Sleep with a dog and rise full of fleas.

I love you still, Against my will.