We happily give up our freedom and our income in exchange for having someone else take responsibility for telling us what to do next.
The very fact that it might not work is precisely why you should and must do this.
Physical reality springs from the imagination, which follows the path of your beliefs
You do not hate anyone you are not capable of loving. Remember that.
If you want to know what you think of yourself, then ask yourself what you think of others and you will find the answer.
Your being alone is important and has validity beyond any philosophy. That is the message that you are trying to give to yourself. You are each trying to rediscover for yourselves, in your terms now - after centuries of myths and distortions - the validity of your own beings.