It is not virtuous in any way to put yourself down, or to punish yourself, because you do not feel you have lived up to your best behavior at any given time.
SethYou can spend your time on stage pleasing the heckler in the back, or you can devote it to the audience that came to hear you perform.
SethWe happily give up our freedom and our income in exchange for having someone else take responsibility for telling us what to do next.
Seth