But the thought of moving on from something I never had is depressing.

Waiting for my real life to start is no excuse to waste the life I have right now.

That's the tricky thing about being bonded to someone for life. Blake and his dad are bonded like I'm bonded with Erin. We're irrevocably tied together by history, a history that can never be erased. Even if you want to deny it, even it you want to pretend it never existed, it will always be a part of you. It will always, in some way, define who you are.

Oh and P.S.? I am in dire need of more coffee. Industrial strength.

It feels incredible to be outside when I’m supposed to be inside. The sensation of freedom is intoxicating. - Sara

If a girl starts out all casual with a guy and she doesn't tell him that she wants a relationship, it will never become a relationship. If you give the guy the impression that casual is okay with you, that's all he'll ever want. Be straight with him from the start. If he gets scared and runs away, he wasn't right for you.

I deserve to be happy. I'm sad it took me so long to get that. But I get it now.