And yeah, it got better. My stomach eventually went back to normal. I didn’t cry every day. But my heart. My heart will always be broken.
Susane ColasantiI want deeper connections with the people around me. I need to reach out more. Because not everyone leaves. Sometimes if you reach out, the person you’re trying to reach will be right there waiting.
Susane ColasantiI can’t tell how much of our connection is because of the things we still have in common or the one thing that bonds us for life. But no matter what happens, I know I can totally count on Erin for anything. And she knows I’d do anything for her.
Susane ColasantiMy hair is so scary that if you saw it walking down the street, you'd cross to the other side. This humidity is not helping. It's just an excuse for my hair to let its frizz flag fly.
Susane ColasantiLove is never guaranteed. Love is a risk we take because we hope it will make us happy.
Susane ColasantiI thought following a straight road would lead me right to my destination. Like the road would just take me there because I was following all the rules. And if the road curved, I couldn't be sure about where I was going. But look where it got me. Maybe it's time for a detour.
Susane ColasantiWhat do you call it when two people have intense shared history? when nothing can separate them? Soul Sisters
Susane ColasantiToo bad Einstein’s dead. I’m sure he would have appreciated my latest discovery within the space-time continuum.The closer you are to experiencing a monumental event, the longer time stretches out. It makes you feel alone
Susane ColasantiThe stupid thing about anger is how people hurt you and then you let them keep hurting you by being angry about how they originally hurt you. It’s a vicious cycle.
Susane ColasantiTOP FIVE WAYS PEOPLE CAN SURPRISE YOU 5. Just when you think they’ve given up on you, they prove that they never will. 4. They find a way to speak up after staying silent for so long. 3. They defend you when you least expect it. 2. By showing you how life can get better now. 1. By helping you find a place to belong.
Susane ColasantiI have to get my life back on track. Order as an antidote to chaos. Calm after the storm.
Susane ColasantiI want to tell Tobet about when i was standing in this exact same place last summer, wishing for him to be real. But it's hard to remember life before Tobey. He makes eveything seem possible. Like whatever you feel is true, really true in your heart, you can make happen. And you just know, when it happens, its for real. And there are a million possibilities. Like the possibility of going separate ways. Together.
Susane ColasantiJust because a person chooses to express themselves in an extreme way doesn't mean they have an extreme personality.
Susane ColasantiSomewhere underneath it all, I know he doesn't deserve to take up space in my brain.
Susane ColasantiThats all I need. To find a soul mate to share my life with. To have a love so epic it will never die.
Susane ColasantiIt is easier with the right person. A good test of a relationship is how well you both deal with challenges. If one person is more invested, it shows. If you're with the wrong person, it feels like too much work. But if you're unhappy more than you're happy, it's not the right relationship for you.
Susane ColasantiYou can never completely know anyone, no matter how well you think you do. There will always be some truth about them you don’t ever get to know.
Susane ColasantiPhysical attraction that strong is addictive. And knowing that kind of magic isn’t just a fantasy makes me want to find it again. But what about being with someone who makes me a better person? What about sharing my life with someone who adores me as much as I adore him, whom I can always count on, who helps me find my way when I’m lost?
Susane ColasantiMy thing is that I'm in love with love. Actually, I'm in love with the possibility of true love. Which could be considered a major problem.
Susane ColasantiWe know each other in a way that no one else can. We share a history that makes us permanently connected.
Susane ColasantiWhere you can never sleep because of noisy brain.No matter how tired you are. It's impossible to accomplish anything but lying here in bed. Frustrated and victimized at three in the morning.
Susane ColasantiSchool would be way more tolerable if everyone wasn’t so afraid to be who they really are. And if everyone else would let them.
Susane ColasantiMaybe it's impossible to find everything you want in one person. Maybe everyone in your life gives you certain things you need. And your friends give you the rest of what you can't get from your boyfriend.
Susane ColasantiI just want to write. It's like once I get those obsessive thoughts out of my head, once they're written down, they're somehow set free and I can move on.
Susane ColasantiIt's just like John Mayer says in "Slow Dancing in a Burning Room". When it's this bad, you have to get out or you'll get burned.
Susane ColasantiThis stuff doesn't matter. What matters is what you do with it." Sara snaps the highlighter cap on. "I try not to think about how boring it is (History). I just keep reminding myself about how I want my life to be and what I have to do to get there. Then it's simple.
Susane ColasantiWhen someone rips your heart out, there's nothing you can do to change how you feel about them. You just have to keep feeling that way until it goes away. Until it never does.
Susane ColasantiIt feels incredible to be outside when I’m supposed to be inside. The sensation of freedom is intoxicating. - Sara
Susane ColasantiEven in a bad situation, there's always a positive side. Even if you can't see it yet.
Susane ColasantiI'm so excited that my stomach is in a jiggle-jaggle of nerves. There they go again. Jiggle. Jaggle. I'm a mess.
Susane ColasantiOne of the most amazing things that can happen is finding someone who sees everything you are and won't let you be anything less. They see the potential of you. They see endless possibilities. And through their eyes, you start to see yourself the same way. As someone who matters. As someone who can make a difference in this world. If you're lucky enough to find this person, never let them go.
Susane ColasantiIt’s like once everyone decides who you are, you’re locked into their version of you and that’s it.
Susane ColasantiA geek is like a dork. Someone who’s on the fringe, who you wouldn’t want to hang out with. A nerd is someone too weird and smart to fit in with the masses. Like me.” “You’re not a nerd!” “It’s okay. I know who I am. I consider it a compliment. I like when people tell me I’m weird.” I cram four Cheez Doodles into my mouth. “I mean, why be normal?
Susane ColasantiThat's the cool thing about having a best friend. They know what your pain feels like already, so you don't have to explain it.
Susane ColasantiThe unknown is scary the Unknown can also be exciting. Your life could change in an instant anytime. But sometimes, that change is the best thing that will ever happen to you.Maybe I don’t have to know what my fate is to know that everything will be okay. Maybe the not knowing is how we move forward. Wherever I’m headed, I know it’s exactly where I’m supposed to be.
Susane Colasanti