Do I realy regret that night? That one moment of joy beyond compare – some people never experience it in a lifetime. But the downside to that taste of pure happiness is that,like a drug, a glimmer of paradise, it leaves you craving more.

As the light begins to intensify, so does my misery, and I wonder how it is possible to hurt so much when nothing is wrong.

It's always nice being wanted. Even if it's by the wrong person.

I feel like I'm going crazy: seeing you every day but never being able to - to hold you, to touch you when anyone else is around. i just want to take your hand, kiss you, hug you, without having to hide all the time. All those things every other couple takes for granted!

You've always been my best friend, my soul mate, and now I've fallen in love with you too. Why is that such a crime?

Lochie. The boy I once loved. The boy I still love. The boy I will continue to love, even when my part in this world is over too.

She can't just be a face, a body; there has to be more than that, some kind of connection. And I can't connect, don't want to connect, with anyone.