I have a temper, but I wouldn't call me abusive.

Things get so sloppy when you're under the influence.

I was punished for blowing the whistle on my father's lifestyle.

I remained Ryan's companion on the Hollywood party circuit, growing inured to sex and drugs before I was in my teens.

Griffin, my brother, 11 months younger, was sometimes the victim of my father's fury - once Ryan famously knocked out his teeth.

I've overcome physical and mental brutality - and fought back.

I've overcome neglect and deprivation, abandonment and abuse.