I remained Ryan's companion on the Hollywood party circuit, growing inured to sex and drugs before I was in my teens.
Ryan finally came to my rescue. He'd thought working together in Paper Moon would help us bond.
I've overcome physical and mental brutality - and fought back.
I have a temper, but I wouldn't call me abusive.
I've triumphed over addiction.
My children forgave me at a time when I could barely forgive myself.