I've stood my ground in life, alone, even against overwhelming forces with the might and money to crush me.

Griffin, my brother, 11 months younger, was sometimes the victim of my father's fury - once Ryan famously knocked out his teeth.

I've stood my ground in life, alone, even against overwhelming forces with the might and money to crush me.

I remained Ryan's companion on the Hollywood party circuit, growing inured to sex and drugs before I was in my teens.

Things with my dad were pretty good until I won an Academy Award. He was really loving to me until I got more attention than he did. Then he hated me.

I've purged myself of bitterness and anger and remained open to love.

I think all of us feel like we're a bit on show, all the time.