I didn't know what my fate was as far as being alive.

I was talking and playing pranks and skipping school, failing pretty much every class I took.

In movies, you just see somebody close their eyes, and you go on to the next scene.

When I couldn't get ahold of cigarettes, I'd roll coffee grounds into typing paper and smoke that and then vomit.

I was really into music. I started playing guitar also when I was nine. I wanted to be in the Beatles, even though John Lennon died the year I got a guitar and the Beatles broke up before I was born.

Everybody, male or female, needs to possess qualities that they expect others to uphold. Being aware of yourself and your actions allows you to assess your shortcomings in an honest way.

I didn't know whether I'd be attractive to anybody.