When I am ill or upset he jumps up on to the bed to curl up close beside me. But if I am in bed with a hangover he will have nothing to do with me.

I had become conscious of my physicality, aware of my presence and open to the ugly truths of the world. At the age of thirteen, I realised that there was a danger in innocence and beauty, and I could not live with both.

They grew really quickly. One minute I didn't have any tits and the next I had the biggest tits in the world.

I've got over so much. Mum wouldn't want anything to come into my life that would make me fragile again

The soul will always do what it needs to do.

All the people in the late '80s and early '90s were really hell-bent on doing something for themselves, and they wouldn't take no for an answer. There was a lot of determination, and I was definitely part of that way of thinking.

My mum has never wanted me to have children. She thinks I would be destroying my life, even now.