But I know what it means to crave what you're not. To want to sew up that rift because it's exhausting to hold it open. Sometimes you just need to be someone else, someone who doesn't care about anything at all. I know I do. I want emptiness but I can't have it.

There doesn't seem to be a lot of stance from the outside of that world to disagree.

As a songwriter and musician, it strikes me that in music, a certain territorial nature when it comes to one's own autonomy around life and art is common and understood.

I learned to live in my own head. I learned to follow intuition and more than anything, I learned what was important to me.

I'm really bad at being nonviolent.

For me it comes down to one thing: I'm trying to follow my own nature.

But I know what it means to crave what you're not. To want to sew up that rift because it's exhausting to hold it open. Sometimes you just need to be someone else, someone who doesn't care about anything at all. I know I do. I want emptiness but I can't have it.