When my parents were liberated, four years before I was born, they found that the ordinary world outside the camp had been eradicated. There was no more simple meal, no thing was less than extraordinary: a fork, a mattress, a clean shirt, a book. Not to mention such things that can make one weep: an orange, meat and vegetables, hot water. There was no ordinariness to return to, no refuge from the blinding potency of things, an apple screaming its sweet juice.
Anne MichaelsBut sometimes the world disrobes, slips its dress off a shoulder, stops time for a beat. If we look up at that moment, it's not due to any ability of ours to pierce the darkness, it's the world's brief bestowal. The catastrophe of grace.
Anne MichaelsTrees for example, carry the memory of rainfal. In their rings we read ancient weather - storms, sunlight and temperatures, the growing seasons of centuries. A forest shares a history which each tree remembers even after it has been felled.
Anne MichaelsWhen a man dies, his secrets bond like crystals, like frost on a window. His last breath obscures the glass.
Anne MichaelsThe spirit in the body is like wine in a glass; when it spills, it seeps into air and earth and lightโฆ.Itโs a mistake to think itโs the small things we control and not the large, itโs the other way around! We canโt stop the small accident, the tiny detail that conspires into fate: the extra moment you run back for something forgotten, a moment that saves you from an accident โ or causes one. But we can assert the largest order, the large human values daily, the only order large enough to see.
Anne Michaels