I want either less corruption, or more chance to participate in it.
One possible reason that I don't believe in fate is that I wasn't fated to.
At any moment, I could start being a better person...but which moment should I choose?
It's hard letting go of the past, when there are no firm handholds in the future.
My sources are unreliable, but their information is fascinating.
I'm not yet desperate enough to do anything about the conditions that are making me desperate.