For me, everything has always been an accident.
Once journalists have been rifling through your dustbins, you do try and keep them at arms' length.
I've got wealth and fame but I haven't changed my roots.
I've been very lucky, this is my 30th year on TV.
The inventory process and stepping back in your life can sometimes be a very dark process. But it also can be extremely funny and surprising.
It's evolve or die, really, you have to evolve, you have to move on otherwise it just becomes stagnant.