You are not seeking to attain some future state. That is the fallacy of many spiritual seekers. They have an image of some state - enlightenment, or whatever they call it - they want to achieve.

How wonderful to go beyond wanting and fearing in your relationships. Love does not want or fear anything.

Nothing that was real ever died, only names, forms, and illusions.

You cannot be both unhappy, and fully present in the Now.

You can't think about presence, and the mind can't understand it. Understanding presence is being present.

You accept whatever happens in the present moment, the only place where it can happen. Internally, you fully accept what is happening, and what is happening may include an emotion, a stream of anxiety that suddenly comes up within you.

The future is only a thought form. Work with the present moment. Be with what is.