I am proud of what I have got and I need an audience.

Have I been wiretapped? Yes. But who they said wiretapped me was incorrect.

I'm holding onto the hope that there is some reason that I got cancer and there is something - that may not be very clear to me right now - but that I will do.

Stress is what feeds your cancer. Stress is what gives you cancer and then there's the paparazzi giving you stress.

Everything has positive and negative consequences.

I feel like a blonde nothingness, alone in my own body ...... Today it's not drugs that fill my body, its despair.

Cancer is my own private war. The strain, the nausea, the fever take turns challenging my strength, my mind and my spirit.