Perception not only defines existence but it creates existence. It gives it form. Without perception there is no existence.
Frederick LenzYou might wish to try Kali's mantra. Kali is another celestial being. She offers very fast spiritual progress through intensity. Her mantra is "Kring!" When you chant Kring, chant it very intensely and sharply. Only chant Kring when you are in a high meditation.
Frederick LenzYou must consider that there is opposition from other human beings and also non-physical forces that don't want you to succeed.
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