Be open. And then the truth follows.
I'm not suggesting that you have to overcome your fear of death. But we have to be willing to recognize at any moment, death could come.
Recognize, you ARE Home. Not, you are 'at home'... you ARE Home. Not, you have 'come home'... you ARE Home. You are that which IS Home.
You have the freedom, ability and authority to love your life. Just be you, then wait.
What ever we embrace eventually reveals the place we have been seeking.
In a sacred moment, when attention is pulled inward, rather than continuing in its usual outward direction, silence is realized.