I have to live and make my own choices, my own mistakes. You have to let me be me, even if i suck at it sometimes." - Adria

I think I've been afraid most of my life to be myself.

I run behind her, letting her stay a few steps ahead of me so if she happens to fall I’ll be there to laugh at her first and then help her up afterwards.

Andrew..,' I shake my head, tears rolling my cheeks, '... it was always you," I whisper harshly. 'Even with Ian, I felt something was missing. I told you, that night in the field; I told you that...,' My voice trails. I smile and say, 'you are my partner in crime. I've known that for a long time.

Why does everybody have to be with somebody? It’s a stupid delusion and a really pathetic way of thinking.

Truthfully, he lives right next to the Sexy Tree and I think that's the only thing that bothers me about this whole situation.

I could die in this bed with him right now, wrapped in his arms and I would never know that I had died.