All you really have... is now.

I can't. You can't rewrite the past.

Rejection always hurts, but having it come from my best friend was the worst.

How many times had I let myself connect with someone only to have it thrown back in my face?

It's up to the reader to decipher the code, or the words, based on everything they know about life and emotions.

I was too weak to walk. At least, I thought I was too weak. But in truth, I was too weak to try.

Normally when a person has a stellar image another person's waiting in the wings to tear them apart. They're waiting for that one fatal flaw to expose itself.