I realized that even I have weird intimacy issues with humans - like, I need my friendships to get deeper, I need to be locked in, I need to remember people's names. I know this sounds really stupid, but I just need to be more present in my life.

I have a new rule where I only follow fashion people on Instagram.

I think Twitter is kind of boring, to be honest. To me, it's not even real life.

I log out of Twitter on my computer so I have to log in and then I log back out.

I don't do jokes about elections so that's probably why it went okay for me, except for the crazy people that are hate-crime people.

I wonder if that's the difference between fathers and mothers. I'm friends with people who have kids that are like 5 and under, and they're still in that intense mother-bonding phase. It might just be that. Because the dads haven't changed.

Any expectation is what pain is.