I had an instinct before and maybe now I don't have that instinct as much as knowing what to do, what shots to hit, where to place the ball, things like that.

Forget about tennis, I was scared to open my mouth. I didnt even feel worthy of saying something and not sounding stupid.

I mean, obviously, a lot of people know me around the world. Kids know me.

People want to hear what I have to say and respect what I say.

I just want to get to the level where I can say that that's my level, just try to play well, get up there.

It wasn't my tennis that made me lose, it was a lot of different things going on, high drama, high emotion.

It doesn't matter whether I qualify or wildcards.