The problem with me is I always think I should've done better. I felt that after the World Cup final and through my whole career.

I wouldn't go in a fast food outlet even to use the toilet.

Playing the game, representing the team, giving my all and never letting go has meant everything to me.

Right through to the end of the last World Cup game, I still couldnt bear the thought of not being perfect or letting people down.

My own position is so far on the obsessive side of preparation and professionalism that I fear my point of view is not going to be shared by anyone.

I want to be more than just some guy who played in a World Cup final.

I refuse to go into a fast-food outlet - to use the toilet even - in case anyone got the wrong idea and thought I was sneaking in a quick burger.