Right through to the end of the last World Cup game, I still couldnt bear the thought of not being perfect or letting people down.

I don't like kicking the ball a lot.

Playing the game, representing the team, giving my all and never letting go has meant everything to me.

Right through to the end of the last World Cup game, I still couldnt bear the thought of not being perfect or letting people down.

I know that Martin Johnson [the England coach] was in the stands, but I didn't feel it was up to me to impress them. He and his assistant [Brian Smith] were here to support me.

The problem with me is I always think I should've done better. I felt that after the World Cup final and through my whole career.

I want to be more than just some guy who played in a World Cup final.