I play with a fear of letting my team down. That's what motivates me.

I don't like kicking the ball a lot.

I only get the points because I have team-mates who do the work and put me in the position to get them.

I'm not necessarily proud of the World Cups and the grand slams won or lost, the amount of points I scored, this record or that.

When you're obsessive, like me, searching for something unattainable can become unhealthy ... it's like falling through the air and grabbing at the clouds.

I'm pretty aware that the pursuit of perfection is, inherently, a flawed concept.

Playing the game, representing the team, giving my all and never letting go has meant everything to me.