I play with a fear of letting my team down. That's what motivates me.

Right through to the end of the last World Cup game, I still couldnt bear the thought of not being perfect or letting people down.

My own position is so far on the obsessive side of preparation and professionalism that I fear my point of view is not going to be shared by anyone.

For me now, I will continue to focus ever harder on my goal of being the very best I can be with Toulon Rugby Club and continue to embrace and enjoy wherever that path takes me.

I do, have done and always will believe that I am very capable of performing and thriving at any level of the sport.

I'm not necessarily proud of the World Cups and the grand slams won or lost, the amount of points I scored, this record or that.

I don't like kicking the ball a lot.