I know that Martin Johnson [the England coach] was in the stands, but I didn't feel it was up to me to impress them. He and his assistant [Brian Smith] were here to support me.

The problem with me is I always think I should've done better. I felt that after the World Cup final and through my whole career.

I do, have done and always will believe that I am very capable of performing and thriving at any level of the sport.

Playing the game, representing the team, giving my all and never letting go has meant everything to me.

The conversation topic in my head is not what role I should play; it is whether I am going to play at all.

I play with a fear of letting my team down. That's what motivates me.

Those Aussie rugby fans are a bunch of sore losers. I hate 'em all.