What I am proud of is I have searched for the best of me and I have been a team man without fail.

I refuse to go into a fast-food outlet - to use the toilet even - in case anyone got the wrong idea and thought I was sneaking in a quick burger.

My own position is so far on the obsessive side of preparation and professionalism that I fear my point of view is not going to be shared by anyone.

The conversation topic in my head is not what role I should play; it is whether I am going to play at all.

For me now, I will continue to focus ever harder on my goal of being the very best I can be with Toulon Rugby Club and continue to embrace and enjoy wherever that path takes me.

The problem with me is I always think I should've done better. I felt that after the World Cup final and through my whole career.

Those Aussie rugby fans are a bunch of sore losers. I hate 'em all.