It was all about wanting to get revenge. Pathetic, really, but it still is the motivation.

I've found a more personal, pagan kind of religion to satisfy the spiritual side of things.

I live in a kind of gay bubble. I live in a gay house, I drive a gay car. I eat gay food

I'm not sure how aware of the rest of the world I am. I live a rather sheltered existence

However light-hearted you try to be about it, the loss of youth, and everything that goes with it, is quite a trauma.

I knew that this was what I wanted to talk about on stage. There was no point being coy about it, or pretending that I wasn't gay. That was the substance of my whole act. If you took that away, there would be nothing left

Just because someone's dead doesn't mean it's over. My grandfather died more than 25 years ago, but I still think of him a lot and smell his smell.