I feel some part of me can wake up and be very existential and the next day wake up and be sort of in love with the universe.

The whole idea of being in captivity in such limited space, especially in a zoo, causes elephants to suffer. They develop all kinds of foot diseases. They die. They get cysts. Not only is it painful, it eventually kills them.

In the depths of the night, fear grips my heart. It paralyzes my mind. But most of all, I feel very, very alone

Infinity is just time on an ego trip.

We are all in this together, by ourselves.

I mean yes to act out something or take chances in the performance is one thing. But in terms of a camera, whatever's captured is captured so that's a little more daunting.

You are what you think ... geez, that's frightening.