Mind is there, in front of you. Don't log in.
When you have no intention then you have no tension! Be flexible.
How can you say you are peaceful if you are still identified with mind?
We are identifying with what is passing so fear comes. We are trying to make steady and permanent what is by nature impermanent.
Sometimes consciousness devises an obstacle in order to have the experience of transcending it.
Ego is a ghost who is terrified of dying