I know a lot of famous people didn't do well at school, like James Brown; he dropped out in fifth grade to be an entertainer, I respect that... but that's not going to be me. I'm not going to be able to do anything but work as hard as possible all the time and compete with everyone I know all the time to make it.

Life's not about feeling better, it's about getting the job done.

I want to live but I want to die. What do I do?

I'm not afraid of dying, I'm afraid of living.

That's what gets me through the day. Knowing that I could do it. That I'm strong enough to do it and I can get it done.

Things to do today: 1) Breathe in. 2) Breathe out.

They've spent alot of money on me. I'm ashamed.