My daughters have grown up knowing all about my kidnapping and the case and what happened.

I mean, Emily Harris was his wife.And she seemed to resent his leadership, but on the other hand, she felt like a good soldier, that he had to be the leader.

I had not seen that until - and when it first came out I was told. I had not seen or been aware of all of that physical evidence. And when I saw it, I was horrified. It was so astounding to me to see that there was that much evidence.

Even to me, as I was trying to tell the government what had happened, it just didn't seem to matter.

You have to go hunting to know the excitement of seeing someone get their first deer. It's a thrill for them. It is.

I finally figured out what my crime was. I lived. Big mistake.

I became as much of a believer as I was capable of becoming.