If you don't like don't do it. But don't forget that: NO PAIN NO GAIN.
Use what you have in your gym. Try to do my training program, you will lose your fat and gain muscles at the same time.
I love to be sore and when I feel sore I train even harder.
Bodybuilding is not only a sport but first an ART.
Perfect form is the most important thing to have a perfect body, it's impossible to make a painting with a big brush
Trust me when you love something you don't need motivation.