When your heart is shattered into a million pieces, all you can do is try to keep holding on. You breathe. You try to fall asleep. You try to not think about him.

I want revenge, but I don't want to screw up my karma.

What do you call it when two people have intense shared history? when nothing can separate them? Soul Sisters

I'm not sure if our friendship is strong enough to survive into next year when we’re away at college. But. We know each other in a way that no one else can. We share a history that makes us permanently connected. So I have to hope for us. All I can do is hope.

But this is such a "Wheel" moment. That song rocks. The best part is where John Mayer says how our connections are permanent, how if you drift apart from someone there's always a chance you can be part of their life again. How everything comes back around again.

This body is yours. It is your home. The keeper of your soul. The resting place of your spirit. No one can ever take that away.

And there are a million possibilities. Like the possibility of going separate ways. Together.