The more love I craved, the more distant and abusive he grew. The role I longed to play was never written into Ryan's script: daughter.

I was punished for blowing the whistle on my father's lifestyle.

I've overcome physical and mental brutality - and fought back.

I think all of us feel like we're a bit on show, all the time.

Things get so sloppy when you're under the influence.

I've overcome neglect and deprivation, abandonment and abuse.

Things with my dad were pretty good until I won an Academy Award. He was really loving to me until I got more attention than he did. Then he hated me.