I was punished for blowing the whistle on my father's lifestyle.

I've purged myself of bitterness and anger and remained open to love.

Griffin, my brother, 11 months younger, was sometimes the victim of my father's fury - once Ryan famously knocked out his teeth.

I think all of us feel like we're a bit on show, all the time.

Certain struggles never end.

I never dreamed that shooting a film would be so hard. There was less regulation then of child actors' hours. Even the concept of acting confused me.

As Peter Bogdanovich would say of Paper Moon: Ryan's wonderful in it, and he sat there and watched the kid steal the picture.